if the guidance counselor is questioning you then it's obvious she see's there is something going on w/you~so you can talk w/her & everything spoken between you 2 is kept confidential or ask your parents to set you up an appt @ a mental health clinic & speak w/one of there counselors♦

Hi You need to talk to someone about what is happening to you. It's important that you can count on a reliable person for guidance. You are very smart to type your emotions and keep track of what makes you feel sad and angry, remember if you have alot of changes happening in your life besides being a teen it could be harmful. You need to go to the movies and hang out with your friends invite friends over and try to motivate your self with posetive things. Don't be so hard on your self.But please do look for help it's okay to talk to someone. My openion all the changes that you are facing might be the reason for you being so depress and not wanting to deal with anything. Remember you are only 13 and that is a great age to fix anything and live a healthy happy life. Your mom wants to know everything about you because she cares and loves you, it's a moms job to be nosy and it's okay for you to hate her sometimes, it's normal to have those emotions. It's hard being a teen and only you can make things shine. My best wishes to you and try to talk to your mom she will listen if you tell her that you need help and why.